We Like To Blame Our Crying Eyes………..

We like to blame our crying eyes & sleepless nights on the MAN who wronged us,
Who told us he loved us,
Who showed no worthiness… Yet, we LET him inside of us.

What if I told you that you were breaking your OWN heart?
And that YOU actually hold all the power right from the start?

Yet you relinquish it when you agree to do things his way?
Instead of waiting for the real thing you settle for “ROLE PLAY”.

Playing the ROLE of his woman… The ROLE of his wife,
Yet you are just ONE of the MANY women in his life,

Waiting in line for a TITLE, the chance to be called “his”,
MEANWHILE, you cook for him, clean for him, & even take in his kids.

I’ve been there before so I can relate to the pain,
But, I’ve learned from my mistakes and I REFUSE to go back there again.
No need to live in regret because what’s done is already done,
But moving forward you are smarter, much wiser now… you are NOT the ONE!!
NOT the one he can LAY UP with, NOT the one he continues to hurt,
NOT the one to be played with… because now you know your WORTH!
Now, you refuse to settle for less than what you know you deserve!
Why? Because you’ve began studying the 31st chapter in the
BOOK OF PROVERBS ♥

Love, Mizz K ♥

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A Conversation With God

I wrote this about 10 years ago when I was pregnant with my daughter and I just came across it while going through some of my old things. I was in a bible study and the teacher gave us a poem where the writer had questions for God; our assignment was to write something similar. It is very short and I didn’t think much of it while I was writing if I was even thinking at all; in my mind I was just completing an assignment. I remember finishing it in about 10 minutes because I did not put any effort into at all. I didn’t know why I was writing this conversation; it wasn’t like it had actually happened. Now that I look back, I realize now that maybe I was asking for something and didn’t know I was. But God knew. At the time of writing this I was 19 years old and pregnant, alone, and living in a youth shelter. I did not think much of myself but I am so thankful that God did. Now that I look back on what has happened in my life in the past 10 years since writing this, He has truly been amazing… I will never be able to put it into words. 

A Conversation With God

I asked God if He loves me & He said, ” Yes”

I asked God if my mother was still around and He said ” Sssh, listen”… and I heard her voice…

I asked God for a chance and He gave me a new life…

I looked in my refrigerator and it was bare. I asked God for something to eat. He told me to close the refrigerator and open it again. I did as He said and when I opened it, there was enough food to last me for months…

I asked God for a dollar and He gave me fifty. I asked God, “Am I worthy of this?” and He gave me fifty more…

I asked God for guidance and He handed me the Bible…

I asked God, ” Who can help me better myself? Who can help me become a better daughter, a more considerate sister, a more loving niece, a more giving aunt, a kinder cousin, & a more compassionate friend? Who can help me become a heaven-approving mother?” He handed me a mirror.

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From The First Day We Met (My experience with love at first sight)

I remember the first day we met.

I looked at you, you looked at me… and I knew I would love you forever.

It was shaky in the beginning. I had to get used to you.

I had never had anyone like you in my life prior to our meeting.

You are so different

You always make me feel special, so appreciated, so loved. 

You keep me laughing through my tears & inspire me to be brave and face my fears.

You love me when I yell and scream… you love me when I fail…. 

You love me even when I am not my best self… you love me when my hair is not done…. you love me when I’m first waking up with morning breath. 

This journey with you has not been easy; but I would not trade it for anything. 

Every time you smile at me, my heart melts. You wouldn’t know this but I sometimes watch you while you sleep. It tickles me to see you smiling in your sleep. I wonder if you are dreaming about me.

I watch you and I thank God everyday for blessing my life with your presence.

There is nothing I love more than you but He who created us.

Kyelia, Mommy has loved you from the very first day we met.

I love you even more today, and my love for you will be much, much stronger tomorrow 

Love, Mommy

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